London, Apr 17 : Frail Madonna has turned to on-off boyfriend Jesus Luz for comfort following her failed adoption bid, it has emerged.

The 50-year-old pop queen was devastated after her application to take home four-year-old Mercy James was rejected in Malawi two weeks ago.

The dismissal hit her so hard that she was said to be struggling to eat and keep up with her gruelling exercise and fitness regime. Infact, she reportedly sobbed at a dinner with Kabbalah pals, reports The Daily Star.

But she perked up no end when reunited with toyboy Brazilian model Jesus, 22, in New York. It was thought their split could assist her bid to adopt Mercy after she was told her "moral standing" would be assessed.

However, Madge is now back crying on Jesus'' shoulder. He joined her at a Kabbalah centre in New York before a dinner date at the Morandi restaurant.

Although the couple left separately, they soon cosied up in the back of her car.

An onlooker said: "Madonna couldn''t wipe the smile off her face and was clearly glad to have Jesus around again."

A source said: "Madonna attended a Passover dinner in London held by members of her Kabbalah faith and broke down in tears about Mercy.

"She has abandoned her strict macro-biotic diet and has even stopped training since she returned from Malawi and seems to be in a trance a lot of the time.

"She has already dropped five pounds." (ANI)