Washington, Apr 25 : Former Miss USA Tara Conner has revealed what it was like to face her demons again as she helps others in MTV's "Girls of Hedsor Hall".

Conner, 23, who almost lost the crown in 2006 after it was revealed she was abusing alcohol, drugs, and engaging in other not-so-nice acts, chose to use her experience to help others in the production.

The reality show took twelve total train-wrecks and attempted to transform them into lovely ladies inside England's dungeon of discipline, Hedsor House.

"Being on the show brought back a lot of my old demons, but I'm proud to say I've been sober two years now and I've really been on my game," Fox News quoted her as saying.

"But sometimes with the show and seeing the girls get eliminated when they reach the point of really wanting to try is heart-breaking because we actually care and we are very emotionally involved," she added. (ANI)